Good
Love
The
first musician I ever felt anything for was Kris Kristopherson. My mother
called him a hunk. My father played his tunes as a backdrop to an Arizona
roadtrip.
So, being a backwards person back then, as now, I filed my interest
away until I started driving my mothers green Volvo. There at the turn
of the key I discovered again the Saguaro cactus and gravel of Arizona,
and the lust of a woman I call my mother.
My
interest in him was pretty much confined by my refusal to buy a stereo
or purchase music, so I played moms off white cassette tape till it
broke itself and her heart. At this point we went and bought a CD...
together.
Now,
a few years back I went to see Mr. Kristopherson in person: at Beef
and Boards. My friend Matt Boyer (a better guitartist than Kris by some
measure) and I filled up on prime rib and mixed vegetables and all the
other goodies that came from the Beef half of that night, and after
filling ourselves to capacity, sat back with our table mates (an excitable
couple in their middle sixties), to listen to a croaking, hoarse gentleman
sing things that sounded only vaguely like the Arizona desert.
None
the less, the night was excitement and inspiration. We heard good things
from Kris about Ross Perot and the Sandanistas. Matthew felt the muse
awake through the soft fog prime rib vapor, and we went back to his
place to make a little music of our own: me on the harp and Matt on
his guitar. This poem is quite similar but also little, yellow, and
different than a song on Kris's last album "A Moment of Forever".
Damn the way I always touch the ground
When you go your way, I go my way too.
Was it you that used to say, "Life's to short
To live this way," darling, I believe
That that's the truth.
Cause sweetheart our Love don't have to feel too bad
It's petrified when right, and rarely wrong
We don't have to be so sad (and lonesome)
Tell me why it is with me you don't belong.
Hmm... I should tell you,
You have brung my blood to boilin'
Even at this cloud nine altitude
If I believed the things you say
Then wouldn't we let echo's break
Within the halls that consecrate
Your truths.
Frequently... I penetrate the throng
The drink of human longing and perfume
I guess its you that always said
"Don't let the girl's go to your head,"
I wasn't smart enough to exempt you...
For sweetcheeks... good love never feels too bad
To sacrafice the weaker for the strong
Yes I am sick of feeling sad, sad and lonesome
Tell me how it is with you I don't belong.